life goes on..

hmm...my last weekend was okay..n i can say i quite satistied coz i get to celebrate my mom's belated burfday n also to see my baby.. :)oh yea,my mum jz cut her hair,my god,she look amazingly beautiful n young..i was so shocked!haha..anyway,we had our dinner dat nite on friday at crocodile rock..famous italian restaurant in kuantan..saw some air force pilots also..hehe..well da food was delicious n i get to to tell my mom abt wat is happenin in kl..n of coz its abt my darlins!

well..then later on,my baby took me for a movie called d invisible target..it was nice as i get to see all d hunkies~hahha...but i would say..it was okay..then after da movie,i text jolyn..coz its her burfday..!<28/07/1988>hehe..well after dat,i stayed overnite at his house coz it was too late to go back home anyway..so,da next mornin,received a reply from jolyn..hehe..really sweet of her to reply back..actually if dun reply also nvm..hehe..then,baby n i went for breakfast wit mummy..n after dat,baby went to work..so,i went back to my house as well to wait for my sis..

n then,my day had passed jz lik dat..boring as eva..but later in da evenin,baby gave me a suprised visit in da shop...n then we went back to his home coz he wanted to rest..before dat,we went to old town kopitiam for "yc"!hehe..but when i reached der,his housemates wit bunch of gfs der nicely starin at him!i wonder y????anyway,i dun care..dun wanna bother!haha..then after nap..we went for dinner n then baby went to work again till 10 sumthin.

while he's still working,i went "yc" wit mummy..hehe.we chat n chat..very nice..sis but my good old were bein so sarcastic to me..but,as i said,i dun bother..then i went home to wait for baby to fetch me to his house to helped him packed his stuff to his new house..when we arrived,his housemates was hvin bbQ..didnt joined...but der's some aliens starin at us..stupid..judgin da two of us..lolz..

anyway,after all da sweat n tiredness,we finally succeeded to moved into his new house..da room is actually nicer than his previous house..much more comfortable..hehe..n then i stayed over n da next mornin we had breakfast again wit my mum..then later on,baby send me back to pack my stuff..well,he was sleepin in da room n was busy packing..n after d packing we back to his house n change to get ready for work..n had lunch after dat..then he accompanied me long in da mall...hehe..well,i stopped here 1st ya..too long..will get bored..get ready for my next blog..i'll b freakin angry typin!hahha..

thou it was rainin heavily..but i had fun wit my darlings..

hehe..actually this is a additional blog..hahha..2 blogs in one day..this will b my 1st record..hahha..hmm...well,i'll start on from marketing tutorial..it was fun during tutorial..n i find dat this sem's lec n tutor,they are actually nicer than da last sem..hehe..well,i had fun..anyway,after dat we were havin management studies's tutorial..we only hv to finished da 3 last question then we can called it a day dy..coz it was gettin late also..so after all d classes..we were abt to walk back home as agreed earlier..then..oh no...da sky isnt givin us a good sign..it was dark..very dark..but in d end we've decided to walk also..so we walk n walk...shoes wet,shirts wet,everythin is wet...but we kept on goin..there were alot of ppl starin at us..i wonder wat r they staring..i mean...we're walking???so wat is der to stare at ppl who's walking???it doesnt make sense to me..whether they r perverts?but even womans or should i say ladies also kept staring at us...weird..but my momma jo was nicely starin n yellin back at them..hahha...serve them rite!hahha...anyway..we kept goin..up da bridge,down da bridge then my shaki went crazy..haha..she ran to da playground n was playin in da rain..ahhaha..n then my sexay uree went n join her too...crazy womans..hahha...but after dat..we continued walkin also..until we reached da junction where i was supposed to turn n go straight to my apartment,my darlings are so sweet..they didnt wan me to walk alone..so they accompanied me to my apartment..they r really nice...i cant hope for anythin else from them anymore..n at least i think i shud do somethin for them..will think of it when im back from hometown..hehhe..well,i reached my apartment n then..n as usual..i hate my housemates..aiih..dun wanna touch dat useless topic..hehe..well,now..all i can think of is goin back to ktn..i wanna see my mom..bake brownies for her n see my baby..hehe..i really missed him alot..but he jz dun get it..wat can i say?sometimes guys jz dun get da pic..haha..well..i guess my blog ends here..last but not least..i would like to say THANK YOU to my darlings for everythin dat they've done for me..i love them alot alot!

somethin i would lik to say but will not reveal in detail or m i jz talkin craps...

well..yesterday nite was not da best nite for me..was lonely n bein sad all along..no one understood wat had happened..i dun understand,y everyone hv to selfish n pay attention on only one person or one thing?i dun understand y after everythin i did,n yet i get so much hatred from everyone..was it somethin i said?well,it might b n dat is y im hopin to change rite now..but everythin i did was all for everyone n not myself..well ,small part of it might b for me but mostly everythin,i did for everyone..i dun wan ppl to hate me..i wan them to lik me,dat is y i dun lik to make decisions n let them b da one..i would obey n respect in everythin dat they've decided..wat i hope,is dat..i hope its enough to help..but anyway,wat has ended has ended..well..im begining to feel somethin in campus..its from someone.."he/she" began to show negative sign to me..i will not say who..but anyway..its as if im a irresponsible person..i seriously dun feel lik telling it in details coz goin thru is hurtin enough..anyway..these few days,or actually this few weeks dat ive gone thru there were some lessons dat ive learned...im very confused now..alot of things r goin round n round in my head..wondering wat i should do next to mayb just make d ending a lil happier...honestly,i dun lik wer im standin..or who i m or wat i m..i felt very lost...hoping someone would help me..but knowin dat, dat someone will not show up..in d end its jz a waste n a hopeless hope...i dun share all my feelins out n neither do i wanna hv ppl havin hatred in me..as i loved everyone da same n hopin da same way back to me too... :) i guess this is my blog for today.. love my darlings alot alot..

huh...

hmmm...im not gonna post a long blog today..so dun worry..hmm..today...my day is not good..as always...now,i cant stop blaming myself for being da same old me (ever since i got into uni) until now dat i refused to change...i really wanna try n change..but things cant change in one nite..it takes time..aih..same old thing...hmm..anyway..i passed up my mc...results wil b comin out on friday..scared...im wondering wat i should do it they rejected my mc..aiih...i really wanna go n sleep n stop thinkin abt wat had happened today n start a new one tmr..well...let me finish a lil bit more then probably i'll end it shortly..anyway,i came back to my house...ate alil bit n went for a nap since i cant online..somethin wrong wit da stupid line..made me faddup..really couldnt stand..pay so much n yet i hv to suffer wit all these..anyway,after wakin up..i felt very lonely again..i dun feel it strange bcoz u wanna know y?coz im having those feelin every single nite..or sometimes,daytime too..it seemed dat ive lost everyone...da feelin of it is horrible...its not wat i wanna feel...i dun think anyone would lik to hv a feel of dat...trust me..i cry to myself to bed almost every single of da nite..how scary is dat?some ppl really dun understand..i guess dat is y everyone hv to go thru some of some rite?well,i would said im da unluckiest one.. :) i neva wanna judge it anymore..tired of it...no one will understand da pain of it..well..i guess da same thing will happen to me before goin to bed tonite huh.. :) well,i guess this will b d end of this journey..
p/s:i love my darlings~~

it was a fun day...

well...i'll start wit this morning ya..i woke up late as usual..haha..managed to meet ping ping n shaki at lrt...was waiting for uree but she came wit he dad in d end...we waited for her in parkson..shud see her cute morning face...haha...then we went to jusco pearl point..it was fun...shaki,ping ping, n hot ur"eee"ya n sook ru bought ice cream except me..haha..but i bought somethin else to eat instead..then we went to popular to buy d cardboard thingy n after dat we went home...once we entered ping ping's house..shaki ran to ping's cute doggie,called brownie...she played wit him..we all played wit him..n then we went down for makan..da food from da cafeteria was okay..da curry was perfect!then i had stomach ache..haha..anyway,after dat we went back upstairs n started doin our assignments...uree n ping was coating da brownies with chocolates coatin n shaki n i were doin d cardboard(but actually she was spendin most of her time playing wit brownie -_-")..n then i turned on one of ping's movie called dark water...it was okay...not scary at all but i was scared by shaki actually!hahhaha..it was funny n fun..i love them!haha...but da movie was not bad..later after dat we continue doin our assignments again n decided to watch movies at nite..hehe...at 1st,we were abt to cancel it coz of da time n stuff..but we managed to make it also by watching vacancy instead of die hard 4..n then we quickly finished half of da work n then we send shaki home coz she wanted to meet prakash n go somewer..wooohoooo..haha..n then we went to apartment to get my stuff..we talk awhile..n i bath..before dat..ping n i get to see uree da hot sexy bod babe..n damn!n i was lik damn again (sorry mummy jo!)..she really got fine legs...n a**,n abs!haha...<---serious!..n then we went out n went back to ping's house..checked on d time of all d shows...n then we painted a lil...n then we started to get ready for movie..before dat we went to the mamak stall for dinner(Actually it was supper..haha) then we send sook ru back home coz she didnt wanna join us for a movie..n after dat we rushed to da cinema..we made it..but uree n i missed d front part coz she was doin dunno wat in da toilet..ahhaha..n today..i can say...we had da best popcorn ever..it was nice,superb,sweet!hahha...i was very satisfied by it..but not da movie..it was okay in da middle..n i got scared by ping's bf..hurting la..(they all were bullyin me..pity me only..aiih..)but d endin part of da show was a lil weird..haha..n then we went to kl..passed by all d clubs..we were shoutin,dancin n makin fun of d ppl outside..haha...it was crazy..but it was a fun nite...i enjoyed it very much...would love to hv it again one day..n here i m..back n postin this blog..i love today..hehe..n i'll always rmb it...i love u guys...very very very very very much!muaccckzz!!n mornin everyone!bubbyez

hmm............

well....today..mornin class as usual..didnt get to save my 3 bucks coz i was late..aiikz..somehow i think da more u sleep da more lazy u are..haha..so..ive decided dat im not gonna sleep early..sleepin early cheats..haha..hmm..so,went for class..got my writing business's paper..dun ask how much i got.. :s then,my hot sexy uree wanted to giv me her nasi lemak..i did rejected coz i didnt wanna take her food..somehow it made me felt poor...n boy,da feelins kills..n then my mummy joe wanted me to take her food..i rejected dat too..but they were mad at me (im so sorrriee my darlings!)..i feel angry at 1st...but regretted thinkin of how stupid i m for doin dat..coz they were actually doin good deeds for me..but problems is..i can accept anymore..they are too nice..so,ive decided to buy da food using my own money..which gave me a lil tiny problem later..but i guess in kl..is jz money money money money huh?so i didnt care to bother anymore..ive used up all da money ive 1st withdraw..so..which means i hv to withdraw tmr..hehe..oh btw..im so so sorrie coz i didnt post any blog yesterday ya..coz someone kinda broke in n so called wanna fix d streamyx..but ended up dunno how n took d streamyx away..lolz..so called professional huh?anyway..i kinda forgotten wat had happened yesterday also..hahha..jz so u know,i hv very bad memory..so dun ask me anythin abt my past ya..except for those sads or memorable ones la..haha..so,i went home jz now..brought food from downstairs,piccadilly..some marmite chicken rice..at 1st,i was lik thinkin,"my god,i hope it taste nice"haha..but in d end..after serving it wit chicken mushroom soup,it was a perfect meal..haha..im satisfied thou ive paid so much..haha..n then..my roommates was askin m i really serious of not goin for clubbin..at 1st..i tot..they really wanted me to go..but then only i finally found out dat..actually...they're lack of ppl payin for d liquor..lolz...i was thinkin if i went,how fool would ive been?haha..but..for d sake of wpd,i stayed..anyway..it wont b fun without my sexy uree too..hehe..i'll wait for her to go wit me.."one day" ...haha..well..i think dats abt it today..oh yeah..my sexy uree said somethin very touchin today..it touched my heart..n i really appreciated of wat she said to me..thank u,darlin..i love you loads!well..i think i'll stop here..oh yeah..tmr's da startin of a new life,new person for me..i'll try to b da best for everyone..btw..wish me luck on handlin da mc ya!haha...nite y'all!

da touching da day of my life...

i would lik every bloggers outder to know dat i hv da best-est frens ever....!but first of all..let me tell u how da day was spent..i managed to get up n met uree and shaki at asia jaya n we walked together to da campus..it was a hot morning..so we walked..reached campus..as usual..sat for class..studied a lil..n then we had our 2 hours break before management class...wat happened in dat 2 hours was at 1st..ive already decided a day before dat im not gonna eat coz i wanted to save money(im totally broke-officially-)..so..i sat down der..n suddenly..jolyn and sook ping was whisperin somethin..it looked kinda fishy..so i suspected somethin..then i asked..n suddenly.. jolyn handed me a tupperware containin mihun goreng..how nice was dat?i was so suprised n at dat moment..i really felt touched by wat they did for me..dat is where ive learnt frens lik dat r hard to find,once u hv it..pls dun lose it..i was gonna cry but managed to control..they're so nice dat i know for sure im gonna do somethin n repay them..i love them so much....every each one of them..i jz wan them to know dat i really appreciated everythin dat they've done for me..it was a thoughtful thing to do..n all along,i would say..they're always so supportive..tell me,honestly..where can we find all these nice people around now?i didnt say it has extinct or somethin..but it is rare..i shud say..n guys,once u found it..dun let it go..n treat them as good as how they treated u..dat is how a friendship would last..<-this was told by one of my long-lost fren hon keen..haha..but i think somehow he's rite..n from now on,i'll appreciate all of my darlings...hehe..n so after d class..i sat for my writing business paper..wouldnt say it was a total easy question or hard question either..but cant sure wat marks i'll get also..but i m happy dat it was over..now im worried abt my mc..gonna hand it over tmr..been worried for days..hope everythin will b fine..pray for me everyone..!(desperate call)..haha..n after d exam..i walked back wit shaki..we stopped at da mamak stall for food..n i owed her one bucks..hehe..after dat, we walked..talkin abt money,..money..money..money...aiih..needed help everyone..anyway..i walked back to my darkness,evil,horrible house again..n lonely feelins comes back out from da cage again..dat is when i needed my notebook da most of coz..spendin my time eatin n watchin movies alone..my two beatiful roommates was havin beauty sleep..enjoyin so much..n later..their friends came overn went into da room n ruined everythin..i shall say dat my privacy is not longer a privacy anymore(<---is dat correct?)haha..but wat can i say?im jz a tiny lil ant in da house..i cant complain or say anythin but to deal wit it..pathetic huh..well..dats life..b4 endin my blog for today..i would lik to say..im jealous of my darling,uree..somehow..she's really tough..tough meanin she can really motivates herself n pushes herself to work-out hard..n she has becomin thinner or should i say fit than she used too..n i mean way a lot more..well..one thing abt me is da im a lazy bump bump..to get my ass up is pretty hard..but i think it wont b anymore..im goin to start to change lik d old me again..i wanna find back d old me n become d old me..u bloggers outder..b ready for new pics..i mean if der's changes :x hahha..well,who doesnt wan it?but i guess..its up to u,ur own whether u wanna it better or worst..hehe..well..i guess..dats abt today..too long..boring..but it all comes from my heart..i love all my darlins..n..lastly..nitenite!